Thursday, July 24, 2008 . 7/24/2008 05:51:00 PM
It's the last day of the blocks.
IT IS OVER NOW.
....
yay?
IT IS OVER NOW.
....
yay?
Somehow, it felt so...empty. the week passed in a slur...i feel dazed. really...somehow it felt really. hollow. what have i BEEN doing for the past few days? now that im finally free of all the work...what am i to do now?
When you complain about work, all the rushing of deadlines, revising for the tests...you have no time at all to do the floor long list of things you want to do.
Then when things quieten down...the fast paced life is replaced by free time for you to make use of...and you feel helpless.
I wonder, if this is the cause of the hectic lifestyle we have. have we forgotten how to have fun, be happy? have we forgotten how it is like without so much work to do? have we forgotten that school is not the centre of everything, something that we have to revolve around?
Life isn't just stress, work, and even more stress from school. School is part of life.
Somehow, we tend to forget.
And trust me, i have forgotten sometimes, which is something i never thought i would.
Incredibly, it is the drama im following currently that somehow awakened that forsaken part of me. The drama series is not the typical kind of jealousy and lots of fighting and violent etc. It is true. Makes you think things through. Very touching.
Sigh...anyway, here are my thoughts on the tests. abrupt, i know.
IH: Hope my confidence in it doesnt fail me.
LA: My worst paper XD 1 1/2 pages for both a and b. i'll be happy if i pass :D
PHY: Fairly okay...realised my mistake too XD tension.
CHI: Okay..not much to do there, except that i should read more books.
MATH: Difficult. lotsa to learn from this paper. first, my old quirk kicks in. i panicked.
BIO: Fairly okay...
CHEM: Somewhat easy...
CLEP: No comments. i was crapping o.o
anyway, i think i will do badly this time. hmph. somehow i lose motivation to earn marks...cos they are already deemed unimportant. i revise based on interest, and the interest is draining out of me...for math, it is the most severe. im beginning to think there isnt a better math teacher then mr tan kc...miss his sarcasm and randomness..and his clarity in explaining things.
So nostalgic. I'm reminiscing now...it's the weather...and the mood after watching the drama...the rare moment where my mind is relaxed enough...sigh. yet there is some tugging at my heart which is bothering me.
I think im getting more and more confused.
But i will sort it all out :)
When you complain about work, all the rushing of deadlines, revising for the tests...you have no time at all to do the floor long list of things you want to do.
Then when things quieten down...the fast paced life is replaced by free time for you to make use of...and you feel helpless.
I wonder, if this is the cause of the hectic lifestyle we have. have we forgotten how to have fun, be happy? have we forgotten how it is like without so much work to do? have we forgotten that school is not the centre of everything, something that we have to revolve around?
Life isn't just stress, work, and even more stress from school. School is part of life.
Somehow, we tend to forget.
And trust me, i have forgotten sometimes, which is something i never thought i would.
Incredibly, it is the drama im following currently that somehow awakened that forsaken part of me. The drama series is not the typical kind of jealousy and lots of fighting and violent etc. It is true. Makes you think things through. Very touching.
Sigh...anyway, here are my thoughts on the tests. abrupt, i know.
IH: Hope my confidence in it doesnt fail me.
LA: My worst paper XD 1 1/2 pages for both a and b. i'll be happy if i pass :D
PHY: Fairly okay...realised my mistake too XD tension.
CHI: Okay..not much to do there, except that i should read more books.
MATH: Difficult. lotsa to learn from this paper. first, my old quirk kicks in. i panicked.
BIO: Fairly okay...
CHEM: Somewhat easy...
CLEP: No comments. i was crapping o.o
anyway, i think i will do badly this time. hmph. somehow i lose motivation to earn marks...cos they are already deemed unimportant. i revise based on interest, and the interest is draining out of me...for math, it is the most severe. im beginning to think there isnt a better math teacher then mr tan kc...miss his sarcasm and randomness..and his clarity in explaining things.
So nostalgic. I'm reminiscing now...it's the weather...and the mood after watching the drama...the rare moment where my mind is relaxed enough...sigh. yet there is some tugging at my heart which is bothering me.
I think im getting more and more confused.
But i will sort it all out :)
